Dude, your COMMENTS make me so happy, lady. I'm so glad you liked this! And that you noticed the hoping-not hoping thing Lindsey was doing, where she was totally seeing how she was feeling and then making herself not deal with it. ALSO, I'm glad you liked the porn. I always feel so awkward writing porn, I'm thrilled when people like it. Uh, that sounds wrong, but you know what I mean.