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harborshore) wrote2011-09-16 04:12 pm
harborshore) wrote2011-09-16 04:12 pm
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time to slow down
Hi all! It's Friday. It's finally finally Friday. Tonight I'm going to a Songs-of-Edith-Piaf concert, and I'm very much looking forward to it. And to the weekend. Oh my god, the weekend. *naps on you all*
It's been--someone smart told me I'm kind of running on empty right now, and that's true. Many parts of my life are very excellent (upon being told I'd applied to take the UN aptitude tests, my boss said, "I'm going to hurry the negotiations for next year up, because we certainly don't want to lose you"; I'm going to see my sister in a WEEK; I have somewhere to live; I got into the choir I auditioned for) but there are no breathing spaces and I find myself longing so hard for next Saturday night when I can curl up on a couch next to my sister and not move. I can make it another week. I can, I can.
So that's why I'm not here much, either. I'm very tired, and there is so very much to do all the time. But I'll be back, yeah? I love this space, I love you guys.
It's been--someone smart told me I'm kind of running on empty right now, and that's true. Many parts of my life are very excellent (upon being told I'd applied to take the UN aptitude tests, my boss said, "I'm going to hurry the negotiations for next year up, because we certainly don't want to lose you"; I'm going to see my sister in a WEEK; I have somewhere to live; I got into the choir I auditioned for) but there are no breathing spaces and I find myself longing so hard for next Saturday night when I can curl up on a couch next to my sister and not move. I can make it another week. I can, I can.
So that's why I'm not here much, either. I'm very tired, and there is so very much to do all the time. But I'll be back, yeah? I love this space, I love you guys.