I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM CRYING RIGHT NOW. There are these special shivers I get from this AU, these chills and this sense of barely controlled lust for vengeance, this strange satisfaction I take in the pressure of the slow-burning rage in my veins. It is so amazing how a single sentence can awaken all that in me, a few words and I just feel like climbing onto a roof, spreading my arms wide and letting my voice loose on the sky. It makes me breathe a little deeper, a little harder, because this. This is somehow so very true, to being a girl, to being an underdog, to anger and hope and revenge and independence. To breaking and healing and hating and falling in love with yourself.

THIS IS MY LONG-WINDED WAY OF SAYING I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND THIS AND, OH, OH, THE THINGS YOU DO TO MY HEART. brb rereading your Big Bang. ♥♥♥