okay, no, radio silence for REAL

[harborshore]

Seriously, you guys. I have enough to do within the next two weeks to make me whimper and want to hide under my bed until it's safe to come out, and I just have to take a step back. More than what I did when I said I wouldn't post for a while. I love this space, I LOVE all of you (seriously, seriously so much), and my silly little journal makes me very happy.

But I have to get my research paper done and I need to have some time to edit my big bang, so those will be my primary occupations for the time being (well, that and finishing the abstract, but the deadline for that is Thursday, so it'll be out of the way soon enough). So if I pop up before May 18th, could you give me an internet-hug and tell me to go write my paper? (I swear I'm an adult and that I can take responsibility for my own behavior, but, uh, occasionally I need help.) Oh, and email me if you need me. (homeless dot sky at gmail dot com.)

PS. For those of you who are wondering, the meeting was not terrible. She was only vaguely condescending and undeniably much less worried than last time, which I think was partly due to me staying very calm (thank you so much for the advice and hugs and support, it helped).

PS2. These pictures made me so very happy today. Pictures from the first day when same-sex marriage was legal in Iowa. Sweden is this Friday. ♥

Comments

[liketheroad.livejournal.com]

*hugs* good luck!

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back* you too!

[iamsupernova.livejournal.com]

I have enough to do within the next two weeks to make me whimper and want to hide under my bed until it's safe to come out, and I just have to take a step back.
oh god me too me toooooo

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

good luck! ♥

[torakowalski.livejournal.com]

*clings to you* *forces self to let go*

Good luck! <3

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

DUDE. In case it wasn't totally clear, you are one of those people who should definitely email me anyway. In case you, say, watch the last ten seconds of Venganza. Don't leave me, okay? ♥

[torakowalski.livejournal.com]

OMG I read your comment and decided to see what happens in the last ten seconds of Venganza (I'm saving the whole thing to watch after my BBB is done) and and... BRIAN!!!

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

*beams* I nearly fell off my bed when I got to that part. AMAZING what ten seconds can do.

[torakowalski.livejournal.com]

It really is! And he's so pretty and well-looking! (IDK, sometimes he looks pale and I want to mother him.)

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

He really does look Happy and Healthy (yes, that deserves capital letters--why am I so over-invested?) and it pleases me greatly. Smile more, Schechter!

[absenteye.livejournal.com]

Awww, I will be sad not to have you around, but yeah, no, I shouldn't be around either. If you see me flopping around the internets (much) before May 22 gently yell at me to GET MY FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER. Not that it'll help ohgod

Anyways, if you need help or cheerleading or have a desperate urge to talk about the perfection of Mikeyway's nose (SO PERFECT) you should email the shit out of me, okay! And feel free to ignore the five million panicked emails that'll clog your inbox a few days from now, because they will all be about how I'M NOT CUT OUT FOR ACADEMIA WHY DO THEY ALWAYS WANT A CRITICAL REFLECTION BLAH BLAH BLAH HEY I LIKE CATS BLAH and I am already sorry for being a crazyface at you!

in conclusion ILU ♥♥♥

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

*holds your hand and practices calm breathing* i will do that! not that i will see you because i won't be here...um. or something.

i will moast probably take you up on that. and dude, panicked emails are FINE. and you will be FINE. (mikeyway's nose is perfect, it's true.)

ILUUUUUU.

[nokomis305.livejournal.com]

*smooshes* You, go get stuff done. *waves pompoms* YOU CAN DO IT! ♥

PS just sent in my bigbang. :D:

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I am, I am. I mean, now I'm going to bed, but I am. Abstract is very rewritten and needs some more tweaking, tomorrow i will cursorily edit my bigbang so everyone has the same name in the whole document, finish my analysis for the paper and my abstract.

YAY!!!! :D Told you you'd get done!

[wasoncedelight.livejournal.com]

*cliiiiiiiiiing*

As long as you come back omg. May 18th seems very far away!

<3333

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Man, you didn't miss the part where one of the things I'll be doing is working on my big bang, right? Translation: omg you'll hear from me. *grins*

Of course I'm coming back!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

[softlyforgotten.livejournal.com]

♥ Good luck, love! I am sure you will do brilliantly.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Thank you for saying that, sweetheart. *hugs*

[extemporally.livejournal.com]

GO DO YOUR PAPER! ♥

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

OKAY *writes* ♥