yeah, i don't know

[harborshore]

I didn't want to be right when I wrote that story. I was writing it so I would get the sheer possibility of it out of my head. It was good to write it, because I managed to give Bob and Brian a happy ending, but fuck, I really didn't want to be right. Goddammit. I don't know what to say about this. I don't even know how I feel about this.

I have a number of favorite things about Bob. The list starts like this:

1. He rescues dogs.

2. He's seriously fucking good at what he does.







Feel free to continue in comments. Videos, photos, favorite things about Bob. That's what I'd like to talk about today. Also, I need a hug. Who wants to have a cuddle party?

Comments

[r1cepudding.livejournal.com]

Here is my favourite picture:

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Aww, Robert, how many things can you hold on to at once?

[yan-tan-tether.livejournal.com]

Bob! Worm! Bob's scrunchy, smiley face! I love that pic.

ALSO

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I LOVE THAT LIP RING. And does he have a t-shirt on his head in that last one? &HIM;

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Lady locks and socks.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

LADY LOCKS AND SOCKS. *draws little hearts around him*

[mrsquizzical.livejournal.com]

hiya. i came over here to see how you were going after today, considering the story you wrote and all...

this is so much suck. D:

*cuddles*


my offering:

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

BOB. IN BLACK PARADE GETUP. ♥

Yeah, this utterly sucks. I really didn't want to be right, I mean, I'm glad I wrote the story because I need it to exist, but goddammit.

[oddishly.livejournal.com]

Ah, not my band, but I'm sorry, bb *hugs*

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

You already went through this with yours, huh. God, it sucks. Thanks, loveling. ♥

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

TODAY OFFICIALLY SUCKS. *clings right back*

[wasoncedelight.livejournal.com]

I woke up still just HEARTSICK. As much as I'm a Frank girl, I'm also very much a Bob girl, and while I still love the band, and still love Bob, things will never be the same without him in it.

One of my favorite pictures of him is the one my icon is from, so I'm going to use it and then hide my face in your skirt until I stop feeling so sad, okay?

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I didn't know until this morning. I was so upset last week, while the rumor was going around, and now I'm just stunned and kind of angry and really sad. I just don't understand.

*holds on* Hide as long as you want, bb.

[inlovewithnight.livejournal.com]

I thought of you when I saw the news. :( I'm sorry. ::sends happy things::

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

♥, dearest. Yeah. I feel really silly saying things like, "but he is my favorite!" but he really is. I just don't understand.

[halflinen.livejournal.com]

Bob cam! And the clapping with Ray LOTMS. My favorite Bob moments! :(

I'm so sorry, bb. This is the suckiest news to get, and I'm cuddling you so hard right now. &hearts

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

*clings* JESUS.

Those are fantastic moments! I'm incredibly fond of the recent drumming video he did, but ugh, not reposting because HEARTBREAKING considering he was talking about being in less pain when he drummed and being excited about the album.

[ciel-vert.livejournal.com]

*huuuuuuuuuugs*

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I feel really lost right now. *clings*

[torakowalski.livejournal.com]

Can I come cling to you over here too? (I feel I'm not clinging to you in enough places!)

I'm somehow less sad when I'm actively talking about it, but I spent the whole of that meeting I had this morning staring out the window thinking Bob D:

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Of course you can! *holds on tight*

I know! Like, talking about it with you and people here and writing and--but ugh, ugh, TORA.

[x_dark_siren_x]

Oh, no, just. Fuck off all to hell.

What in the hell happened?

That's it. I give up. I fucking give up.

*glares in the vaguest direction of Panic* No more drummers, okay? I cannot handle any more drummers.

;_____; I just. Really. What the hell happened?

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I don't fucking know, but I was way too on with that story of mine to be comfortable. FUCK.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

*clings* Shit, this is upsetting.

[delphinapterus.livejournal.com]

Bob's quiet competence when he talked about his drums. He and Brian still talk which is something I guess. I still don't know what to say really. {{hugs}}

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Yes, his quiet competence! I love that so much! And his little smile when he gets excited about it! And dude, that part is the only thing that made me really happy all day.

[turlough]

I didn't turn on my computer until late today so I'm still in shock. And I hate what I see happening on my flist right now. I still love this band and I still love Bob.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Honestly? I'm really happy for people who can say "At least the band is still intact" but I'm miles away from that. He's really important to me. Shit.

That picture is my other favorite. *points to icon* ♥

[redbrickrose.livejournal.com]

*hugshugs* ♥

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Goddammit, reality, why must you suck? ♥ *clings*

[novembersmith.livejournal.com]

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

YOU. *sniffles* ♥, a million of them. I--what the hell?

[sullen-hearts.livejournal.com]

*Cuddles*

Stupid Bob stupid Bryar.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

GODDAMMIT. MCR, why are you getting rid of my favorite?

*clings*

[nightlilac.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry honey, I couldn't bring myself to read your story at the time :/ I just think of Bob as this really wonderful grounding force within the band, you know? I hope the rest of them are all doing OK right now. Hugs for them and for you <3

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Dude, read it when/if you can, it exists to help. Don't read it if it won't.

Hugs, sweetheart. ♥

[saekokato.livejournal.com]

This icon was made from what has to be one of my favorite pictures of Bob, aside from the one with Piglet. I just. He's smiling. I think this was the first time I'd ever had hard proof of him just looking happy. D:

I really wish I had found out about this after I'd come home from work, instead of before and at 3:30am to boot. I just. Bob. I'm stuck there.

I am totally down with the cuddle party right now. *hugs*

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know. *cuddles* It's a wonderful picture, too.

[desfinado.livejournal.com]

Thanks for this entry! I like celebrating Bob! <3

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Yeah, me too. ♥

[wethepainted.livejournal.com]

First Panic and now Bob? My favorites hurt me so ;___; I wonder what in the world happened there.

I'm offering a blanket fort to hide in and a sizeable cup of hot chocolate. *hugs*

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

That sounds like a wonderful idea. *sniffles* ♥

[erraticonstilts.livejournal.com]

it's just, i feel like it came out of nowhere, you know? like, i know there was that rumor but i honestly gave it no consideration. i'm heartbroken :(











i love you, bob.

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

I didn't want to believe the rumor, but I sort of felt like it sounded true, somehow. Especially because there was no LOL NO coming from the band. I wish I'd been wrong, though. Fuck, do I ever.

Those pictures are wonderful! HIS LITTLE FACE.

*cuddles you* I'm clinging very hard to the end of my own story right now, stupid as that sounds.

[raveninthewind.livejournal.com]

*points at icon*

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

♥!

[morebliss.livejournal.com]

And then Bob and SteveSurs dude ran away with each other and lived happily ever after...

[harborshore.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwww. That's adorable!