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So there's something I can say now that I couldn't say before this weekend. It was good to be up here, good to get time to think, and now I just have a tiny thing I'd like to ask for, on behalf of myself and a lot of others who are hurt and sad and bewildered by the events of the last few days.

In order to do this, I would like to propose a thought experiment.

Imagine, for example, that it was Frank who had left MCR, mostly without an explanation. And then imagine that Leathermouth didn't exist, and Skeleton Crew was run by someone entirely different, so you weren't exactly sure what was going to happen to him. Now ponder what your reaction might be like, and that's probably pretty close to how some of us are feeling.

And I'm saying this because I'm trying to explain what it was like for us to find out that rumor was real. Emotional reactions aren't necessarily logical, and they're not necessarily fair, but they are what they are. The thing is, we think it's wonderful that you guys are able to be sad but calm, excited about the record and supportive of the band (I really do mean that), but we're not there yet. We need some time to be sad and we need some time to be angry and to ache for the music that will be without someone whose influence on the sound we really loved, before we can figure out how we feel about everything else. I trust we can have that, yeah?

So much love, dearlings.

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wasoncedelight.livejournal.com
Of course you can have that. And believe me, I'm still plenty sad and angry and achy for how different the music and the sound and the energy on stage will be without Bob. Maybe I'm just too diplomatic, even when I'm heartbroken. But you'll figure out how you feel about things (I'm still muddling through myself), and then go from there. That's all any of us can really do, isn't it? ♥

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:20 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
It really is all we can do. ♥ I don't know where I'll end up yet, but I was starting to feel like I was expected to move on, and, you know. No.

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowgirl13.livejournal.com
I'm really thankful for this post, because I was really starting to feel like I was supposed to be ashamed for being so upset. Your example is a careful and thoughtful one. Far better than the soapbox post that was forming in my head. This makes it slightly easier to breathe. Thank you.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:21 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
I started getting angry and then I got calm and diplomatic. Just call me Swedish, I suppose.

But more seriously--I wrote it for us, you know? I'm glad it helps. There is absolutely no shame in being upset and hurt and feeling lost.

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ciel-vert.livejournal.com
Oh honey, of course you can have that. Everyone's emotional reaction to anything is completely valid; you can't help how you feel and you shouldn't have to feel sorry for it. That applies to everyone. And we don't always understand why someone feels the way they do, or even agree with their reaction, but that's not to dismiss it as not okay. Or at least, that's what I've learned and how I operate. ♥

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:22 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
That sounds like a good way of operating. ♥ There's been a fair amount of weirdness around, and I just wanted to clarify why we feel how we feel and why telling us we should move on isn't helping, you know?

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] r1cepudding.livejournal.com
If anyone tries to tell you how to feel they should sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up. >:(

I have nothing but love to offer, beautiful.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:24 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (make 'em stand up and hear you)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
Yeah, I know. But there's been a lot of that going around, and suddenly I got tired and embraced my country's well-known ability to be diplomatic.

♥, dearling.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:24 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
♥, sweetheart.

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hammerhead22.livejournal.com
Yes to absolutely everything you said.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:25 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
*hugs you tight*

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Date: 2010-03-07 04:52 pm (UTC)
ext_30531: (MCR // Bob being blond)
From: [identity profile] iamsupernova.livejournal.com
Too right, bb.

I haven't seen any of the "calm down, jeezus" reactions, but I've been avoiding any reactions of people not already on my flist. Minimize the damage.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:26 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
That was probably a good plan! *sighs*

♥, sweetheart.

PS. brb writing epic bb!bob and bb!brian for big bang.

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Date: 2010-03-07 05:32 pm (UTC)
turlough: large orange flowers in lush green grass (bob bryar is awesome)
From: [personal profile] turlough
Of course! *hugs you*

But this is hurting us too. Even some of those you might think are being so calm are hurting. And the blame and outright hatred that's been directed at the rest of the band is like salt in an already open wound for us.

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Date: 2010-03-07 07:32 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
I'm not going to tell you how to handle your reaction, but I need to handle mine in my own time, and if that reaction includes getting angry, so be it. Basically, if I feel like one of my favorite bands split up (even if that technically isn't what happened), no amount of telling me not to be sad or that we don't know who's to blame or that I'm wrong about how I feel is going to change that. Time might. Space to breathe and talk about how I feel might. Which is all I asked for.

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Date: 2010-03-07 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowgirl13.livejournal.com
I am currently declaring that Bob's ninja school required his assistance for world saveage elsewhere is my personal canon. This helps.

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Date: 2010-03-07 09:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anoneknewmoose.livejournal.com
Everyone has the right to process and say whatever they want in their journal. It is really not that difficult a concept.

Do what you need to do, bb. ♥

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Date: 2010-03-07 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] almostblue.livejournal.com
Absolutely seconded. I was just about to post this exact thing.

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Date: 2010-03-07 09:29 pm (UTC)
ext_30599: (Other: shaun)
From: [identity profile] yan-tan-tether.livejournal.com
&YOU ♥♥♥

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Date: 2010-03-07 11:16 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
♥ ♥ ♥

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Date: 2010-03-07 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saekokato.livejournal.com
This exactly. ♥

Also, I'm glad this weekend helped center you some. Current events are bad enough without feeling like the world is spinning without you.

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Date: 2010-03-07 11:16 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-03-07 11:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delphinapterus.livejournal.com
I think that's a really good thought experiment. In some ways it was more upsetting because the rumour came floating but and got dismissed because of the AP cover and the drum videos, etc. then once it seemed to be dying down MCR came out and confirmed. Take all the time you need. I'm glad the weekened helped.

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Date: 2010-03-08 07:38 am (UTC)

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Date: 2010-03-08 01:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morebliss.livejournal.com
I hear what you’re saying. I am waking up sad every day and having my thoughts dominated a lot by it all, but I can only imagine what it’s like for the total Bob-centric fans. You can have whatever you want. *hugs*

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Date: 2010-03-08 07:39 am (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (Default)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
*hugs* It's pretty weird--it's causing some weird reactions, which is why I need time to figure it out. ♥

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Date: 2010-03-08 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] extemporally.livejournal.com
You have a right to feel whatever you want, bb. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. ♥♥♥

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Date: 2010-03-08 07:40 am (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
Ha, no, no need to worry that I'd ever do that. Also, I love you lots.

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Date: 2010-03-08 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] why-am-i.livejournal.com
Here via [livejournal.com profile] blindmouse. Thank you for this post. I'm not angry (although I can understand the viewpoint), but I'm everything else you mentioned, and hollow to boot. I'm just glad that there are other people around to whom I can relate.

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Date: 2010-03-08 07:42 am (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
I made this post for a lot of people, really, because they were sounding sort of sad and alone about it all. ♥, I'm glad it helped.

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Date: 2010-03-08 04:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] modillian.livejournal.com
Take all the time you need.

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Date: 2010-03-08 12:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nahemaraxe.livejournal.com
Here via friendsfriend, sorry to butt in. I just wanted to say thank you for this. It's exactly what I've been trying (and failing spectacularly) to say from Wednesday on.

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Date: 2010-03-08 04:38 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
No need to apologize, I'm so glad you found something you needed in it.

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Date: 2010-03-08 02:05 pm (UTC)
ext_1650: (Mikey heart ( crazybutsound))
From: [identity profile] turps33.livejournal.com
You always say things so well.

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Date: 2010-03-08 04:39 pm (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (music)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
Ah, I just try my poor best, you know? ♥

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Date: 2010-03-09 07:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sullen-hearts.livejournal.com
[livejournal.com profile] doublefourtime said it best: "He doesn't even have a Twitter! He might just DISAPPEAR FROM LIFE."

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Date: 2010-03-10 08:48 am (UTC)
ext_3762: girl reading outside in sunshine (smoking)
From: [identity profile] harborshore.livejournal.com
*gasps* HE IS NOT ON THE INTERNET, THE HORROR.

I propose he goes and plays drums for Patrick. *nods*

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